Ttttthhhhiiiirrrrdddddd Dddddaaaaayyyyyy.....

Wahahahaaha.. writeup of e third day, so tt my ex-colleagues can c n know how tortured i am.. Hehe..

Well, where shld i start?
Today as usual, i DID E SAME STUFF!! I wonder when i'll learn new things.. but even if i learnt new things, i'm nt able 2 learn very well cos as patiennts come in n we're very busy, i'll b asked 2 do things which will i will make less mistakes in.. But if i dun learn n do those things, when in e world will i b familiar n make no mistakes? It's like when i looked thru jobsdb.com lookin 4 jobs, most of e requirements are tt we hav 2 hav abt 1 yr of experience.. What abt greenhorn like us? Who will give us e chance 2 gain e experience?

U noe as a new personnel, we will do things which r assigned by ppl rite? cos e first few days u really dun noe what 2 do lor.. N these few days, when i hav nothin 2 do sometimes, i would juz walk ard lor.. but i noe it's nt very gd lar..

2day incidents happened.. u tell me whether i'm sensitive or not.. In e morning when i came in 2 work, i did packin of medicine 4 e patients n pasted labels on e zip lock bags.. n i dun noe whether is other ppl printed e lables wrongly or whatever, it looked as if i'm e one who did wrong.. mayb i was e one who really did wrong but e labels were wrongly pasted.. Den, there was a woman beside me who said: "In e morning also no mistake what, how come now suddenly have?"

Some time after, i pasted e wrong label onto e drug n so i hav 2 ask someone 2 reprint e labels. E person asked me why i've 2 reprint, den i said tt i've pasted e wrong label.. n she rolled her eyes, n gave me e "like tt also can make mistake ar" look..

There was another incident, whereby a staff tried 2 teach me pickin of medicine (following e doctor's prescription and getting e drugs from e shelves). There were so many drugs n so many names n so i really took a long time.. Also earlier, before picking e drug when i was packing and pasting e labels, i pasted e wrong labels one e drugs.. So after i picked drugs for 2 patients, e one who taught me how 2 pick e drugs said 2 me:" i think u come n pack e drugs but dun paste" Oh god, if i'm restricted 2 do this n tt, den how i learn?

I dun noe, sounds pretty unpleasant.. Whenevery i'm working, i always feel tt i'm very slow n always prone 2 making mistakes, and is adding more work 2 them rather den helping them lessen their load.. During work, sometimes i tried 2 talk n 2 ask qns like what's this drug used for, or ask what they've studied in e past etc etc.. but i find myself alone during lunch n break time..

In Synovate, i really feel tt i wanna carry on working even after i've worked 4 one month! But for this job, 3 days is all it takes, n i feel rotten..

I keep tellin myself
They pay me 2 teach me
They pay me 2 scold me
I hav 2 keep going cos so many ppl hav wished me gd luck n hav asked me 2 take care..






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