PaReNtAl lOvE ...

Over the years, of cuz nt everyone will feel parental love everyday.. sometimes we may even take it for granted. I know that taking it for granted is wrong but it's in me.. Lately, some events made me feel very loved..

It was raining very heavily n my dad n i shared an umbrella. He tilted e umbrella more 2 my side so tt i would nt get wet.. While crossing e road, he held my hand to make sure i dun fall while running 2 catch a bus.. so sweet.. Something unhappy happened to me a few days ago n i confided in my dad, he tried 2 make me c e bigger picture n i felt better after tt..

Our family had vouchers from John Little n we went there 2 buy things we like n need yesterday.. I wanted 2 buy a sunglasses but if we were to use e voucher for my sunglasses, my mum would nt b able 2 use e voucher 4 her skin care products n would hav 2 pay e balance.. Minutes b4 'payment', i told my family tt i would put back e sunglasses cos it's nt a necessity 4 me.. During payment, my mum ask my sis to take e sunglasses 4 payment n she asked my sis to put back her skin care product 2 e shelves.. I felt so bad n guilty den..

Above r e gd events.. There's 1 where i felt very very very &(&^(*&%(*

On sunday while holidaying me n my sis went 2 take neo-print which caused $8. Upon learning tt we took such expensive rubbish, my mum was very angry n disappointed @ e same time.. She kept saying :" it's so expensive, why do u ..... etc etc" To me, it was a moment of enjoyment for both me n my sis n i dun take neo-prints very often.. I took it cos it's a holiday n i juz wanted 2 take it once in a while tt's all. Suddenly my mum said something which i'll nvr 4get : " U're here wasting money while i hav 2 save very hard 4 ur uni studies. Is it fair?"

I feel as if i'm getting on and off signals abt my family havin a financial crisis if i were 2 go to e Uni.. Of cuz i know tt i shld get a gd degree, come back 2 work n den repay them.. but.. Hai



Life's a balance of happiness n worries.. Live with it n learn how 2 handle it..
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