nO DWM ... :(

I was juz browsin e net n happen 2 go 2 my school's website 2 look c look c.. den i went so happen 2 go into e page whereby they showed e list of ppl who got e Diploma with Merit.. It was as if i was fated 2 go 2 this page.. like a magnet pullin me 2 it as i've really no intention 2 do tt in e first place.. how in e world did i end up here .. ? I saw e list n under my course name, my name wasn't in it.. Hai.. 2 tell u e truth, of cuz i'll b happy if i got it cos i'll b e top 5% but i'm nt tt concerned wif e ranking as i noe tt there r better students den me.. I'm more concerned abt whether i can study in Singapore or not.. w/o e diploma of merit, i can't n hav 2 work first if i were 2 study in e local Uni.. Luckily i've applied n was accepted into some overseas Uni.. But will e MOE surely approve my deferment of e tuition grant bond 2 study overseas? If nt den i think i'll study part-time in Singapore while working.. Whatever e outcome, i'll still hav 2 study cos i dun wanna lose e momentum..

On e other hand, come 2 think of it, this increased my chances of going 2 overseas 2 study n thinkin of e independance tt i'll b forced 2 develope in me, i'm a bit consoled.. tt's provided i dun think of e problems tt's going 2 come wif it..

I got accepted into 3 overseas uni in Aus but got rejected by a canadian uni.. Is it a gd or bad thing??




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