Updates.. Zzzzz
How time passes.. Sometimes we felt it passes fast, sometimes slow.. but e time passed is always constant.. It's juz how we feel tt affects how we look @ e duration..
Recently i've heard an account of some1 who treasures his grandparents alot so much tt till nw, he still feel sad over e death of his grandma many years ago.. I asked myself.. If i were him, would i feel tt too? Well, i wasn't close 2 my grandparents to start with cos i'm in S'pore n i only get 2 c them once a yr.. But a few yrs my grandpas passed away.. How i felt tt time? practically nothin.. Then i asked myself n realised tt i've taken many things in life for granted.. I've taken my family, friends n various apportunities etc for granted.. What if they suddenly leave me tmr.. ? I've still lots of things which i've nt done or said 2 them.. Tt's y i try 2 say gdnite n hug my parents as many nites as possible.. But when things r taken 4 granted.. How can u turn urself 2 suddenly treasure things ard? Tt's unless u lose them den u'll treasure them.. But need i suffer to treasure?
Things has been goin smoothly.. U may ask me how's my work.. Well, e usual lor.. Sometimes i felt like a moron, like a piece of wood, like a retard etc.. Cos u noe tt when i work or when i'm nt really close 2 u, i wouldn't talk 2 ya rite? Well, tt's e situation there.. but @ least routine work wise, i'm comfortable except for some new things which i've 2 learn la.. Sometimes it's pretty amazing how 2 person can think alike.. I dunnoe whether it's what i imagined but me n another colleague seems 2 b avoidin each other.. Strange huh? But nevertheless, i'm very grateful to 2 of my colleagues who's of my age.. Cos if nt 4 them, i'll have cobwebs @ my throat every workin day :D
From my experience, no 1 in this world can b perceived as goody-2-shoe.. Ppl may think i'm one.. But 2 me i'm nt.. Y i always say agree 2 help ppl was cos i dun wanna say no 2 hurt them
Y i dun joke was cos i'm afraid tt my jokes r 2 lame 4 any1
Y i dun talk much was cos i dunnoe who 2 extend a conversation..
Sad huh? so big already these kind of things also dunnoe..
I'm a free thinker.. But I would like 2 thank Him for arranging things to go so smoothly for me these few mths.. U noe e feelin where u noe a fantastic person n u make e person as ur role model so as 2 hav e qualities which u lack? Well, i thank Him too for lettin me noe some ppl consecutively n @ e appropraite timin so tt i can continously improve myself 2 b a better person..
For nw, my wishlist is juz 2 b a better person n nt 2 feel inferior when with others..
Smile, yuenteng, Smile!
Racist bloggers r jailed as printed in e papers a few days ago.. so bloggers beware :D
With tt i sign off..
take care friends:D
How do i noe tt e ppl who viewed my blog r juz my friends? Mayb strangers may pop in?
More accurately, it shld b
take care strangers n friends :D
But den again, how can i b so thick-skinned 2 think tt ppl will read my blog? Hmmm...
Here's e final one..
take care.. readers.. lol :D
I'm in one of moods again..
Very restless 2day..
Gd day! :D

1 Comments:
heee. im always reading ya blog..
happy birthday to you!
hope you have an enjoyable bday celebration tmr.. =)
shaN
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 9:26:00 PM
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